My Muse

Maybe my issue is that my muse is female... we all know how fickle those creatures can be. She's sensitive and coy, meek and unintrusive, yet she has a way of letting you know she's there. I feel bad when I can't use her gifts, but she makes no effort to help me recover. She just sits and waits.

If my muse were a male, he would be much more commanding. I am a natural submissive. I like direction, order, encouragement. (Please do not confuse submissiveness with weakness, they are not the same). I just like to be told what to do , assuming its what I wanted to do anyway.

I need a new inspiration.